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May. 15th, 2007 | 11:06 am

i feel like a liar. i speak as a proponent of so much that is right and good, and fail to live as a proponent of such so often.

i'm a walking, talking dichotomy. The personification of doublethink and thought crime all in one. i can methodically list and rave about the tenets of what is true and healthy and loving, and consistently i take my hand off the idealistic bible that i just swore on and methodically tear it into illegible scraps.

Sometimes, what i think is the truth, isn't really the truth at all.

"...Clothe yourselves with tenderhearted mercy, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience. Make allowance for each other’s faults..."

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Shae Sveniker

unsolicited advice.

from: shaesinister
date: May. 21st, 2007 11:31 pm (UTC)

such are the problems with trying to fit all the fallicies and dualism of reality into the confines of metaphor and myth. you can't be held back by religion, you must be steadied, supported, and pushed by it. cast aside what chains hold you to nothing and weigh you down, and reinforce those that keep you steady. when you speak to others about what you think is healthy and true, realize that it is a goal to achieve, not a standard to practice by threat of damnation. ... well, that's all i would say anyway.

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